Saturday, September 29, 2012

Change or stay the same?


So it looks like I'm back. At least I will try this again, or I will be adding more clutter to the internet. But I at least owe it to myself, if not to anyone else to write part 2 of the 'hope/change' idea.

Change. Humans either like change, hate change, or are indifferent to change and just go with whatever the flow is. I think I generally do not like change. I have always liked things the way they are. My mom tells me that when I was little, if she moved furniture I would be upset. I don't think I am quite that set in my ways now, but I still like a routine. I like to eat the same foods, dress the same way, etc. And I suppose most people are the same, or at least we carry out our daily lives, doing more or less the same thing, following the same traditions and trying to end up in the same place that we did the day before.

So how does the idea of sameness or routine square with the Word? When I think about change and the Bible, my first thoughts are concepts like 'repentance'. At it's very core, repentance is change. That is the essential understanding of repentance. To repent is to change; dramatically. I was going this way and then I changed direction and went a different way. Dramatically is not overstated. When Jesus said, “Truly, truly, I say to you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it bears much fruit.” This was in response to Andrew & Philip when they told Jesus that some Greeks wished an audience with him. (John 12:24 RSV). Jesus was speaking about his own death and resurrection (see v23), but he was speaking about a principle that is for us as well. Except we change (die to the old, the routine), we will remain isolated (alone and lonely, unfruitful); but if we change (repent) we will bear much fruit (a plentiful, bounteous, rich life). The image is from agriculture, which I am familiar with. Plant a single seed such as corn in the earth, and something happens, the seed changes as it's impacted by the sun, the rain, and the nutrients in the earth. It dies, changing completely from what it once looked like and then shoots up out of the earth. The seed, maybe three of them to the inch, becomes a plant reaching 6 feet or more toward the sky; bearing 2 or 3 ears of corn with hundreds of seeds.

This is what Jesus calls us to, to change. Without this process, the scriptures indicate that real death occurs. But with the change process, with repentance, real life occurs. A small part of us dies but yields great amounts of fruit. Here's a for instance: If I go to the doctor and each year he tells me to lose weight, and each year I ignore him and gain 5 pounds a year, I will finally reach a point where it impacts my health; my heart, my joints, my blood sugar, etc. But if I follow his advice, and at some point of the weight gain, I begin to exercise, eat right, etc; my life will change and I will live longer and in greater health. Spiritually we can experience the same types of things. We may have behaviors, lifestyle choices, habits, character flaws that are causing our spiritual selves (and perhaps our physical selves as well) harm. And it may be impacting our families and friends as well. But then Jesus calls us to repent, to change and if we do, a new way of life opens up to us. The harm we were inflicting on ourselves and others changes. We become the new creature promised in scripture.

But is the change process self-propelled as it were? No, the way I understand scripture is that we cooperate with His grace. He gives us grace and we cooperate with the process. I do think we can do things to cooperate more readily with His grace and they are simple: read and study the Word, pray (not just for ourselves but for others; and ask the Holy Spirit for help), fellowship with other Christians, attend and participate in the local church, etc. And finally is this repentance, this change a one time process? From what I understand and have experienced, the answer is a resounding 'no'; as this is the way that Jesus calls us to live. If we are to truly be alive in Christ, He calls us to grow, which requires repentance/change. This is the christian life. It is not a one time event, it is the way He calls us to live.

To continue this series, I plan on writing on a theme called 'The 3rd Kingdom'. It is really about how we are called to live lives of hope & change. I do plan at some point releasing some fiction I have written, that expresses these themes in the short story format.

Friday, March 23, 2012

Well here goes.....

Real hope and change?  Why is this what I like writing about?  First of all 'hope'.  Many times we say 'hope' when we really mean 'wish' or 'want' or even 'cautiously optimistic'.  In other words if I say 'I hope I get a bicycle for Christmas', I am saying I want or wish I get a bike.  We all do this with the word 'hope', so what does hope mean?  The dictionary says:  'the feeling that what is desired is also possible or that events may turn out for the best; a person in whom or thing in which expectations are centered; to look forward to with desire and reasonable confidence; to believe, desire, or trust;  the Archaic meaning:  to place trust, rely'.  And one of the scriptures passages that I find important is I Cor 13:13 'So faith, hope, love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love.' (RSV) Thus I've always seen these 3 working together, inextricably linked and intertwined.  Naturally I consulted the Greek N.T. meaning for 'hope' and wasn't disappointed:  to anticipate, usually with pleasure; expectation or confidence; faith.  So then for me, bottom line hope is to have this expectation that God really does want what's best for me and those I care about.   And so I can trust Him, believe Him, love Him, and worship Him.  Easy right?  Yes, as long as things are going the way I want them too. 
But what about when things don't go the way I think they should?   That's when hope may be more of a challenge to my thinking then a pleasant good feeling.  That's when hopes real value begins to show and to shine.  Difficult to maintain?  Yes, but worth the price, as it keeps me going, praying, desiring, longing to see God's goodness and then finally realizing that His goodness is always there; constant, never-changing, and everpresent.  Not to make light of the difficulties we all face, just to remind myself (and hopefully others), that God is the source, the sustenance, and the end-game of hope. 
Maybe that's why I like praying the Lord's prayer.  I think I pray it at least once a day, some days, several times.  I memorized it when I was a kid, and it has stuck with me.  When in difficulties, it's there, ready to be prayed.  When I don't know how or what to pray (especially in a difficult situation) I pray 'The Prayer'.  The part that often leaps out to me is 'thy kingdom come, thy will be done.'  I often add 'in my life' to the end of that, just to personalize it a bit.  By praying His kingdom and will be done in my life, I am accepting the situation I'm in.  I am handing the difficulty over to Him to be Lord of it.  And that helps me keep the hope alive, positive, and focused. 
And that is my mini-sermon on hope.  Next time, I believe I will tackle 'change'.  Or perhaps it will tackle me, and I will give you the insiders report.  Eventually I will get to the fiction I've written, but this will suffice for now.
In this Easter season remember what Job said: "For I know that my Redeemer lives, and at last he will stand upon the earth;"  Job 19:25 RSV

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Jonathan told me I should do this....

So you see, I like to write and have written a number of stories; short stories and I'm working on a couple of novels and some 'spiritual' type books.  What I realize I like to write about is hope and change.  Not as a political concept, but as a way to live every day, on a personal, self-actualizing level.  And by self-actualizing, I really mean cooperating with God.  Since without Him, we can do nothing. 
Jonathan told me that I should publish my short stories to Kindle, start a blog and talk about what I've written, and then open a Facebook account that would direct people to my blog and published works. 
We'll see if all of this happens.  I'm not a fan of Facebook.  But I do feel called to write.  So maybe this is the way to get started, at least for me.   Which really brings me to tonight.  I just wanted to comment on Doug Griffith's blog, but it seems to be making me create this account.  Maybe this is God's way of getting me started.  If it is, then great, and if it's not, then I just added more clutter to the internet.